Thursday, November 24, 2011

12:47 PM

3 months ago, a friend of mine just passed away, on the day she passed away, I had a serious nightmare, I was so fear that the dream was so damn real! I didn't know that you lost someone that's once part of your life is much harder den you can imagine. I played basketball with her when I'm in Sec 2 and Sec 3, she's really a good person. I'' miss you!



I don't know what's going on with me recently, during the chinese 7th month, i had a life down to drain, 1 of my friends harm me till terribly bad, that makes me lost about 5 close friends, I just quarrel with the rest of my close friends every time i meet them, Just when I'm in most need, No one is there to help me, only left with Kah heng, he's the only 1 that's helping me every time I'm in need. In here, I sincerely thank you.




After the 7th month, I still can't get over my friend that passed away, I'll still get sad over her. My life starting to get better, friends came talking to me, but still always quarrel with 1 guy, maybe that's fate that I can't just be close friend him, he's pissing me off in lots of ways. Giving me temper when he just can't joke with us.



Okay now let's get to recently of my life, I feel like I'm walking down slope, life ain't that good recently. Just that I'm getting closer to my family than friends, don't know it's a good thing or a bad thing. Recently just discover something that hurt me seriously badly, 2 friends doing different things that's hurting me. Telling me something and doing something else, this seriously had been a wound to me, but it's nothing compared to a lost of friend. Is this part of grow up? That you'll find people being fake in front of you! And it's your Closest friends!


I'm gonna end here, I'll try to update my blog if I could

i will never let go (: