Tuesday, December 6, 2011

2:47 PM

Just saw your profile, you had changed a lot since I last met you, guess I'm seriously missing you already... you're on my heart just like a tattoo, even a second I think of you, my heart melts... You're wearing short hair now, a joker among your friends. No matter how much you've changed, there's a feeling that will never fall away from you and me. Saw the video you took, the helium I think? Is so damn cute of you :D, I can't forget the time I spend with you, going fishing with just you and me, eating at your house with your family. And you taught me English when I confessed with you, the word 'Paranoid' is forever in my brain. You told me you're paranoid about stuff like these, but till now I still can't forget that, I went through the dictionary and keep reading again and again, I just don't understand the word and you taught me, I thank you for that.





Now back to my life, I just happen to feel that I'm not really ready for a relationship. After my friend told me things, I just feel I don't have a stable financials income, I'm just only a YP going out again and again. Spending money and yet not earning any money home.



Well, I had a friend currently asking me to go find job with him, but I only got 1 month holiday, that sucks much, But I guess I'm gonna be busy if I'm going to be working, i had a numbers of appointment during this December holiday. Life is really like a dream, even stuff happen 5 min ago, I'll just happen to think it's like a dream. Just like after reading till here, what happen on top, you don't happen to be reading, you just find it to be like only just a dream.

i will never let go (: