Saturday, March 31, 2012

1:48 AM

It's pretty much like a dream, you had pass away for about 8 months, Occasionally I'll think of you, even now, as I was watching show, you just suddenly appear inside my mind. As in my life still goes on, but it's weird when someone you always walk pass and say hi is gone...


I know I'm repeating what's said, but it's really unforgettable that someone you know passed away. I still cannot forget the moment when she passed away, I feel totally helpless, as in I cannot do a single shit about it, I can only stand there and look at her, really helpless, that's my first time feeling so helpless. Everybody always says, 'Think positive', but there's nothing positive I can think about, she has left my life. Although it's a small portion of my heart, but there's still a describable pain left inside.



Well, it's been quite sometime since I last post, I'm currently attached to Natasha Bridges <3, She's understanding and that's why I like about her, she won't be angry if I late reply or I forgot reply :P I know that I'm over my limit but sometimes really forget... I'm sorry baby. It's been 10 days since I last saw her(Heart being squeeze) Awww... That's gonna hurt.



I don't know what happened to my ShoutMix chatbox, Well, I think it's really no people reading anymore :) So I think it's no different even if I repair it, Oh by the way, I'm having a dota game right now :) See ya next time dairy :)

i will never let go (: