Wednesday, August 8, 2012

3:49 AM

It's a new month, national day coming. I have no idea what's going on with me, this feeling really sucks, sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing. Is it because I've finally fall in love or I'm just want something from you? Well, I really don't know, like I'm being stuck in a dimension of my own. I don't know is my physically not well or my mentally, I can be thinking of some rubbish stuff and sending people some weird things, but now I feeling like punching the wall the wake myself up. I really don't know what to do about it. Guess I'm just an addict, not an drug addict but something else. Went to 1 of my female friend house on Sunday, guess that's what making me addict, staying inside her room to watch some horror movies, she said it was fun but when I said I want go the other day, she refuse, seems like I look like some kind of pervert for some reason. Maybe I have fall for her yet I don't know. I've told her about this but she ask me to wait long long, Dafuq... Well I guess I just have to wait for her, and see how things goes. Maybe later I'll find a wall and punch it, hand feeling damn itchy. And I guess I'll self train today at home. Sorry.

i will never let go (: