Tuesday, February 5, 2013
2:57 AM
Okay well, it's another new year! 2013!! Haven't blog quite sometimes! I even forgot I've got a blog! Well, last time still got Betty to view my blog, now I guess there's none! But well, this will be a secret web page on my own :D
There's this show called ah boys to men! I swear it's damn nice! There's part 1 and part 2. It's like one of the nicest show I've ever watched! Oh, I forgot to mention, I'm enlisting the NS(National Service) on the 13th of march 2013. Haha, the number very nice right? 13/3/13 It's like so many threes!
Kinda worry of myself whether if I can make it through and sign on, cause I think this will be the last solution for myself as a grown up. In order to earn money, I don't see any other way except for this one. Since I've only got an 'N'Level result, wonder what I will really do out there. Hopefully it suits me well :)
I guess I'll end my conversation here. Bye dairy! I don't know if I'll ever see you again! Going to become a grown up soon. I won't forget you!
i will never let go (:
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
3:49 AM
It's a new month, national day coming. I have no idea what's going on with me, this feeling really sucks, sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing. Is it because I've finally fall in love or I'm just want something from you? Well, I really don't know, like I'm being stuck in a dimension of my own.
I don't know is my physically not well or my mentally, I can be thinking of some rubbish stuff and sending people some weird things, but now I feeling like punching the wall the wake myself up. I really don't know what to do about it. Guess I'm just an addict, not an drug addict but something else.
Went to 1 of my female friend house on Sunday, guess that's what making me addict, staying inside her room to watch some horror movies, she said it was fun but when I said I want go the other day, she refuse, seems like I look like some kind of pervert for some reason. Maybe I have fall for her yet I don't know. I've told her about this but she ask me to wait long long, Dafuq... Well I guess I just have to wait for her, and see how things goes.
Maybe later I'll find a wall and punch it, hand feeling damn itchy. And I guess I'll self train today at home. Sorry.
i will never let go (:
Sunday, July 29, 2012
7:37 AM
Hmmm, using my phone to blog. Kinda laggy but well, I don't think I have another option. Don't know what's going on with me life, it's like going up and down. There are moment when I'm very happy. And there are some are really fucked up. Well, I guess no one life is always happy. Yesterday night from what I remembered, I got scolded for some reason, I'm just asking politely if he wanna go gym together and he told me that what's the point of going gym when he doesn't want become big size. Well I guess I'm not gonna care anymore. I assume that you never achieved something for yourself before
It's just a few day more and I'm going visit you. Life is uneasy when someone you know have gone.
Well, back to my life. Just kept gyming this few month, makes sure my body is ready for army. Still playing maxtune sometimes but not that often anymore because of bankrupt. Being single again. Hmmm and ya, I'm finally back to basketball again. Since I didn't play so much maxtune I finally have some spare time to do something else. But I'm busy gyming too
Well. Guess I'll just end here. Don't worry dairy, you're not abandon!
i will never let go (:
Saturday, March 31, 2012
1:48 AM
It's pretty much like a dream, you had pass away for about 8 months, Occasionally I'll think of you, even now, as I was watching show, you just suddenly appear inside my mind. As in my life still goes on, but it's weird when someone you always walk pass and say hi is gone...
I know I'm repeating what's said, but it's really unforgettable that someone you know passed away. I still cannot forget the moment when she passed away, I feel totally helpless, as in I cannot do a single shit about it, I can only stand there and look at her, really helpless, that's my first time feeling so helpless. Everybody always says, 'Think positive', but there's nothing positive I can think about, she has left my life. Although it's a small portion of my heart, but there's still a describable pain left inside.
Well, it's been quite sometime since I last post, I'm currently attached to Natasha Bridges <3, She's understanding and that's why I like about her, she won't be angry if I late reply or I forgot reply :P I know that I'm over my limit but sometimes really forget... I'm sorry baby. It's been 10 days since I last saw her(Heart being squeeze) Awww... That's gonna hurt.
I don't know what happened to my ShoutMix chatbox, Well, I think it's really no people reading anymore :) So I think it's no different even if I repair it, Oh by the way, I'm having a dota game right now :) See ya next time dairy :)
i will never let go (:
Sunday, December 11, 2011
10:14 PM
Today went tampinese for gym! Omg! When i reach there, I forgot something damn important! I forgot about my shoe! Then end up at there playing MT for awhile then we went back already.
Quarrel with KahChun, I just don't know why. We'll just quarrel for some small little things, I really don't know what he is thinking about! Well, I didn't care much as I was otw to play ball at kallang. Quite fun playing there, after that walk to my old school there, it certainly brings me back memories of sec 1, hanging around with drama club members at the prata shop, walking to school and going back home. Everything is just like a dream.
i will never let go (:
Thursday, December 8, 2011
12:50 PM
Haha, Well, There's still 1 person reading my post, that'll be betty, I thank you for that :D Today just woke up, finding myself got nothing to do... Should i go out? Or just rot at home?
i will never let go (:
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
2:47 PM
Just saw your profile, you had changed a lot since I last met you, guess I'm seriously missing you already... you're on my heart just like a tattoo, even a second I think of you, my heart melts... You're wearing short hair now, a joker among your friends. No matter how much you've changed, there's a feeling that will never fall away from you and me. Saw the video you took, the helium I think? Is so damn cute of you :D, I can't forget the time I spend with you, going fishing with just you and me, eating at your house with your family. And you taught me English when I confessed with you, the word 'Paranoid' is forever in my brain. You told me you're paranoid about stuff like these, but till now I still can't forget that, I went through the dictionary and keep reading again and again, I just don't understand the word and you taught me, I thank you for that.
Now back to my life, I just happen to feel that I'm not really ready for a relationship. After my friend told me things, I just feel I don't have a stable financials income, I'm just only a YP going out again and again. Spending money and yet not earning any money home.
Well, I had a friend currently asking me to go find job with him, but I only got 1 month holiday, that sucks much, But I guess I'm gonna be busy if I'm going to be working, i had a numbers of appointment during this December holiday. Life is really like a dream, even stuff happen 5 min ago, I'll just happen to think it's like a dream. Just like after reading till here, what happen on top, you don't happen to be reading, you just find it to be like only just a dream.
i will never let go (:
